So I guess It's time to update again.
I've not been on here in a long time, and that's something I regret a lot.
Since I last posted/was on here actively, I think I've grown up a lot.
I've found out that the people you love most hurt you the worst when they betray your trust, because there's the thing. You think they never will.
I've lost friends, something which has hurt me a lot, but couldn't have been avoided, but I've gained friends too.
I've learnt more about myself as a person, and the person I'd like to be.
Another thing I've learned is to appreciate what you have, because you don't know how long that's going to last
I've changed a lot, for better or for worse, I don't know, but I feel it's for the better - for me, at least
But you can't brush of your past, as much as you want to;
It's part of who you are, who you were, and everything you might become. It moulds us, it shapes us, and it changes us
and you can't forget those who have had a big impact on your life, especially your friends, whether they hurt or betrayed you or the other way around
In my eyes, someone who has been a good friend to me has a place in my heart, not as what they now mean to me, but as they were, and what we did together, helped each other.
I wish I could change things, but I'm old enough now to realize that faerietales don't exist, I can't wish away things, and I have to work for things I want to achieve in future
So, Here's to the future
Let's not look to the past, except as a memory that can't be changed

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